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Dark Universe: Part I

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The cashier man handed me my ticket and I boarded the bus heading to the capital at 5.00 o`clock in the morning .I took the seat next to the window so I wouldn’t feel nauseated. I was over excited about presenting my project in the annual fair whose theme was promoting and improving social and community based welfares and if I qualified, the company would offer me an opportunity to work for their company or farther my studies abroad. Job opportunities in my country, Ratemo were scarce and many qualified students spent years searching for jobs even after graduating with their first or second degree without any breakthrough so when I saw the advertisement online as I was applying for job vacancies, I did not hesitate to try it out, maybe then I would get the chance to change the life of thousands in my community.

My best friend Silla had presented her project on engineering innovations a year before and she had won a fully paid scholarship to study Mechanical engineering her dream career since we were in highschool.She had played a big role in convincing and encouraging me that it was possible to get nominated in the fair and with all the corruption and rates of unemployment in Ratemo, everyone would take a chance of having a better life. It had been a tough journey for me as well.8 months had passed since I completed my first degree in community development in one of the universities in the country, I thought I would secure employment immediately since the course was marketable with many non-organisational companies supporting community based projects but that was still a dream waiting to happen. I was in the venue by 8.00 o’clock and the place was packed to capacity, luxurious cars lined up in the parking area, I could tell high dignitaries were in attendance. It was therefore not going to be an easy competition as people who looked younger or about my age walked inside the venue in groups carrying big boards and envelopes each carrying their projects. With the large number of contestants, I wasn’t sure of myself anymore .I imagined the stiff competition ahead as I registered my name and thereafter found a perfect position to sit and wait for the presentations to begin. More tents and stands were still being set up. There were seven different companies and one had to present their work to each then they would decide whether one was qualified. I was among the first people to present my project since I had arrived earlier. I spoke with passion about  my community especially the dangers we faced every time we encountered inter community clashes where innocent lives were lost and hundreds of livestock stolen, the struggles girls went through in the hands of  their parents who still held dear harmful traditions like female genital mutilation and marrying off their school girls to older men just so they could acquire immense wealth at the expense of their children’s future which  forced them to drop out of school and become mothers at an early age. Having come from a marginalized community it was easier to come up with long lasting solutions which included peace and reconciliation methods and awareness on the need to educate the girl child but all this needed power for it to be effective and  only if we were given the necessary support and equal opportunities like all other communities and with that, I was done with my presentation after which everyone applaused.I knew I had done my best and the judges too from the look in their eyes seemed pleased with my presentation. It was a tough task, I stepped out to get fresh air and visit other tents to get a glimpse of the exhibits being show cased. I knew every company would support at least one project and I hoped to be among the chosen few. I was lost in thoughts when I suddenly felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned with an annoyed attitude ready to curse and give the ill-mannered human a piece of my mind but I ended up biting my lips to stop myself from uttering a word and faking a smile. It was the CEO of Flying eagle’s one of the companies offering contestants scholarships, he had introduced himself at the hall before the presentations began. I was dumbfounded when he stretched his hand to greet me; his company was one of the most famous in Ratemo. I had seen him on television most times and billboards having won several awards for being the most influential person in changing people’s lives and helping them achieve their goals and now he was personally talking to me? If at all I had qualified, he simply could have sent me an email so I wondered what was so urgent. He shook my hand smiling. “That was a brilliant presentation I liked it, but since the judges haven’t decided you might want to come to my office tomorrow so we can discuss your project farther.” He went ahead and gave me his card with his office address and his phone contact, before walking away. I could not believe my eyes, was my presentation that good and what if other companies were interested in helping me too? I couldn’t wait to get home and video call Silla and tell her the events of the day and that Mr Princewill the CEO had personally approached and invited me to his office to discuss the way forward for my project. I spend the night at my aunt’s place so I couldn’t be late for the meeting. I put on a well-fitting black dress that I had bought recently for an upcoming job interview and some pink high heeled shoes that matched my handbag. I applied a little mascara and red lipstick which I rarely did but for this special day, I had to look very presentable. I took a taxi and alighted at the exact office address written in the card.They had to confirm if I was in the appointment list before letting me in.”The boss has been waiting for you miss”….

To be continued…

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What if?

I look at myself in the mirror
Keep staring in disbelief
I try hide it but,
But the glow is so bright that even darkness is scared of it
A smile confidently cracks my lips unapologetically
I can’t remember the last time I was genuinely happy

Quick flashback
Remember the first chats we had
Just use of emojis and one word sentences
The links you kept sending to my inbox yet they never gave me the connection
The blue ticks and replies that turned my gray sky blue
A mixture of emotions that was calmed down with passion and affection
Remember the first meeting
The first meeting was in a midst of a serene environment
I kept staring at you because your all time programmed smiling lips sent a signal to mine and defaulted them to smile

Remember
Remember when you first held my hands
I was so much at peace
You are my white dove, my long lost solace
Remember
Remember when you first told me you love me
I never replied even though I wanted so much to
You noticed something was a mess before I even told you
Maybe we connected through the links, or holding hands … Really can’t tell
Just then, I told you am a poet
And poets’ backbone is what ifs
What if what we share isn’t real
What if this breaks me more than am already broken
What if this destroys my soul and turns me cold
What if all these end in tears
What if my connection to you is just supported by a Wi-Fi and its weakness breaks us
What if this is just but a script for one of your movie script or my stage plays
What if am not good enough?
What if …
You kissed the worries away and assured me your love
I found you
I found love
Now more than ever
I feel alive
Am just a poet in love
Thank you for being the angel that conquered my demons
I love you

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The Birth Rites and Naming Traditions of the Kikuyu People

In the green folds of Kenya’s central highlands lives people whose hearts beat to the rhythm of tradition the Kikuyu. As Kenya’s largest ethnic community, their customs are woven with the golden threads of ancestry, spirituality, and unbreakable family bonds. Among the most treasured of these traditions are the birth and naming rites, sacred ceremonies that cradle new life in the warmth of love, memory, and meaning. This are deep spiritual ceremonies that welcome a new soul, honor ancestral legacy, and unite family and community.

Welcoming New Life

The birth of a child is a moment of joy not just for the immediate family, but for the entire Kikuyu community. Traditionally, childbirth took place at home with skilled midwives wise women who guided mothers through labor with care and spiritual support. As soon as the child was born, ululations filled the air: five for a girl, seven for a boy, announcing the gender and celebrating the safe arrival.To the Kikuyu, birth is not only biological; it’s a sacred passage from the spirit world into the physical realm. In the early days, mother and baby are protected through herbal remedies and rituals to shield them from evil spirits and ensure their wellbeing.

A Time of Healing and Bonding

After birth, the mother enters a period of seclusion, traditionally known as “guciarwo”. This is a time of physical healing, spiritual cleansing, and bonding with the newborn. Female relatives surround her with support, preparing hot porridge (uji) and herbal soups to restore strength and encourage lactation. The seclusion also helps shield the mother from impure energies during her vulnerable state.

“Kucuùgia Mwana”: The Baby’s Cleansing and Blessing

This is one of the most sacred early rituals meaning “to cleanse or pass through smoke.” This ceremony spiritually purifies the newborn and dedicates them to a safe and prosperous life.Typically performed in the first few days after birth, the ritual involves lighting a small fire and burning herbs to produce fragrant smoke. The child is gently passed near the smoke while elders recite blessings and invite ancestral protection.This ritual not only purifies the baby from the impurities of birth but symbolically introduces them to the ancestors and the community. In modern Christian households, this may take the form of a dedication prayer maintaining the intent without the traditional smoke.

The Naming Ceremony

Roughly a week after birth, the family hosts a naming ceremony, known as”kuhoya mwana” or “gutina ithano” . This event is a celebration of continuity, where the child is formally named and introduced to the community.

The Grandparental Naming System

Kikuyu naming follows a specific ancestral pattern:

Firstborn son: named after the father’s father.

Firstborn daughter: named after the father’s mother.

Second son: named after the mother’s father.

Second daughter: named after the mother’s mother.

Subsequent children are named after other relatives. This tradition preserves family legacy and honors ancestors. A baby girl might be named “Wanjirû”, reviving the name of her grandmother. It is believed that traits of the named ancestor may reappear in the child, deepening the spiritual bond between generations.

The Ceremony Unfolds

On the naming day, relatives and neighbors gather for prayer, storytelling, and celebration. Elders lead the ceremony, blessing the baby and guiding the naming process. The baby may be passed over smoke or incense, symbolizing protection and spiritual cleansing.Once the name is announced, songs erupt, traditional proverbs are spoken, and guidance is shared with the parents. The event concludes with feasting, dancing, and laughter. The baby is now officially a member of the community.

When Names Carry Stories

Some names reflect the child’s ancestral heritage, while others are inspired by the circumstances of their birth. A child born during hardship may be called “Wambui” (the fighter), while one born after years of waiting may be named “Kimani” (the resilient one).In some cases, children are believed to be reincarnations of deceased relatives and are named exactly after them. Their behavior and personality are closely watched for similarities.

Proverbs of Wisdom

Kikuyu traditions are enriched by proverbs, many of which are shared during these ceremonies:

“Mwana ni wa mberi” – A child is the future.

“Gũtirĩ mwana ũtarĩ tha” – Every child is a blessing.

“Mwana ũrĩa wĩtaga nĩwe wĩtaga mũciĩ” – The child you raise is the one who builds your home.

“Ũtukũ ũmwe ti mũciĩ” – One night does not make a homestead; raising a child is a lifelong journey.

These sayings pass on generations of wisdom in just a few powerful words.

Blending Past with Present

Today, many Kikuyu families live in cities. Hospitals have replaced traditional birth huts, and naming ceremonies often blend Kikuyu names with Christian or English ones such as “Grace Wanjikû” or “John Mwangi” . Despite modernization, the essence remains the same: to honor life, heritage, and the sacred bond between child and community.

Final Thoughts

Kikuyu birth and naming traditions go beyond ritual—they are acts of remembering, connecting, and celebrating. In every whispered prayer, every name, and every ululation, there lies the heartbeat of a people who believe that a child is not just a beginning, but a continuation of something

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LEASE ME.

I call it the pain, with less gain,
slain by life, alive waiting for decease,
I know I’ll win, first,hope I decrease,
lease me to light, just for a moment.

Look you over there, you took my smile,
been for a while, but went lost,a pile,
out of it ,sadness, phonecall I dialed,
lease me to light, just for a moment.

See my eyes, for a while,I do just gleam,
that smile I crack,when your eyes blink,
Chinese chink,look like a losing chimp,
lease me to light, just for a moment.

Hmm,have I talked alot, lately brother?
No,she broke my heart, just another sucker,
but I think I got her,my smile cracker,
lease me to light, just for a moment.

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I SOUGHT COUNSELING


I sought counseling,not again brother!
spoke harsh words, ought to be tougher,
checked my life, realized had to move faster,
I sought counseling,who am I?

They see my smile,clap,is it for real?
You my friend, you know am just a fiend,
breaching life protocol, survive for a week,
strong in body,soul crying, malnourished and weak,
I sought counseling,who am I?

Oh! what about my siblings and their stipends?
quick info, sister cuffed,bro got girlfriends,
mine died,that’s where my story ends,
tried again?,Yes,crack, backbone bends,
do it again?, hopefully, cause I love my best friend,
I sought counseling,who am I?

Tear gushing down,no holding back, tear fall,
my summer is coming,it’s spring rain fall,
ice melt,so I got a heart,hearts tall,
on a mission, bringing down,I biult walls,
it’s not my fault,I am the wrong call,
most important I speak before you too fall,
I sought counseling, who am I

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Fairy Lady


I cannot imagine
My life in the fairies
Beach booze bitches
Surfers in beach shorts
Servers with umbrella drinks
Sons of men seductively hot
Tropical sun burning
Sandy soaked legs,
Sundays on the beach
Women all around me, in bikinis
Soaked, wet to the core
Hot, undressed mistress
Waves of the salty ocean
Ripple against spiky nipples
Calling out to my twitching lips
Bro, I cannot imagine
What else would a man want?
Beach, booze and bitches
Poolside poker games
Pool billiards for ball into hole precision
Cue sticks long and heavy
Women love them that way
Lazy Sundays, naked Saturday’s
Tight little asses around the patio
Fairy Lady, too hit for a faint heart
Bambi, lay on her well endowed breast
Listen to her craving heart
Listen to her body calling
Oh, slap me hard
I need to wake up
I need to grind
Women will always be there
They are actually attracted to money
I will be back
First let me secure the bag bro
The fairy lady will come

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Your lips

Your lips

Lips sweet as sugar
how to touch them I linger
Lips that enslave me with their grandeur
Just to see them near I ponder

Upper so tender,lower so exquisite
When together makes me avid
When drenched,they yearn to be perceived
When arid they desire to be embraced

Lips that laugh,lips that smile
With your prongs make me an eye
Lips that moan, lips that sigh
Takes me to a loathsome high.

Within my imprisoned wish I conceive
But laugh at myself at the way they decieve.
Words your lips whisper I long to hear,
But just memories I have to keep them dear.

Lips of love,lips of ire,
Lips of sweetness,lips on fire,
Lips of golden heavenly mire,
Hope they won’t leave me in dire